The Population is Bigger

by Weldy

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this whole thing is about my cousin Hanah who killed herself in May and I'm still dealing with it. I kinda suck but hey!! that just means i can only get better. cool beans

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released August 25, 2016

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Weldy Metamora, Indiana

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Track Name: Small-Pecor
I'm gonna live for you
I'm gonna do all the things you didn't get to do
Gonna stop being sad because you deserve better
Gonna stop being sad so I can live for you

I know you'd understand
But it doesn't feel fair
To you or myself or our family
To treat myself this way
It doesn't feel fair that you're gonna
But no one can take back anything and you made your choice

I understand I understand I promise I do
There were so many times I almost did it too
But I'm sad I’m sad I'm mad I'm mad
And I can’t understand
Even though I really do
It was so hard to see you like that
Even though you were so beautiful
And golden laying there
And they say you’re in a better place
And maybe I’m being selfish
But I need you I need you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you
I’m sorry

I’m sorry there you had so much pain
There was always so much
You were beautiful and always knew what to say
But there was so much hurt behind every word

I know you’d understand
But it doesn’t feel fair
To you or myself or our family
To treat myself this way
It doesn’t feel fair that you’re gone
But no one can take back anything
And you made your choice

And on that night we stayed in Joey’s room
You told me about your friends, your mom, and your head
And i didn’t think you could forgive them
But i think you decided you couldn’t forgive yourself

Right now it’s Tuesday during finals week
And instead of studying I’m writing for you so I can live for you
I can’t just live the life you were supposed to
But I’ll do my best to do the things you wanted to

I don’t think anyone told you, but you had lived so well

I know you’d understand
But it doesn’t feel fair
To you or myself or our family
To treat myself this way
It doesn’t feel fair that you’re gone
But no one can take back anything
And you made your choice
Track Name: Stupid Song
Oh you say that you're not worth it
But in my eyes I see that you are perfect
Never put your head down, my love
Everything's gonna be okay
It's raining outside
But the sun will come again
I know that you are worth it
I know that you are perfect
Darling times are hard but I know you'll get far
There's gonna be a million setbacks to hide the pain
And there's gonna be a million lies
To say that you're okay
But it was a shame
To inflict the pain
It was a stupid lie to say that I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay
okay
Oh it's in the past
It's gone and lost
It's in the back of my mind
I crossed the finish line
My dear it's gonna be okay
never forget this day